I wonder if anyone ever had to deal with it..? To me, it was the most disgusting experience ever. One bitch with such a medical diagnose showed me really well what exactly unforgivingness means, and just how much you can lie and break the promises. You may call me whatever you want, I really don’t give a f**k anymore, but she’s a reason why I hate MLP even more than before (MLP was the thing that taught her “lessons of friendship”), why I don’t even try search for friends anymore and shoo away even really… I mean REALLY FRIENDLY people who ACTUALLY TRY to become my friends, ON THEIR OWN! Which is rare, SUCH A RARE thing happening to me. She’s a reason why I see that f**king split personality in any… f**k, just in ANY PERSON I meet now! I completely stopped talking with a few people just because of the phobia it’s THAT BITCH (some another personality of her, I mean). Before some hyenas are gonna have an ill hearted laugh at me for that, let me tell you something. There’s one thing about my country, unfortunately, which is NOT like that in US. It’s probably very easy to get psychological help in US when you need it. Surprise - it’s NOT LIKE THIS HERE. IT’S NOT. When you have problems, fears, phobias… you are nearly completely ON YOUR OWN. It’s really bad situation with psychologists in my country. You can find some good ones probably only in the capital, but not in the cities like mine for example. And they cost money I just don’t have. Since I currently have no idea of what to do with my phobia, I simply cut off any communication with people and think of any possible way to recover. And, eh… The only reason I wrote this message is to explain why I don’t talk to anyone anymore. Considering the situation, there will be no medical help for my problems, and since I can’t help it but seeing a split personality just in ANY person around… I guess it’s really better to be alone than making unhappy a few more people. Sometimes one is certainly better than two.
I guess it’s that time again.
Well, for new followers, ahhhahahahaha, um, blacklist ‘#weird kink shit’ if you don’t wanna see me do exactly that. I mean it’s not BAD. Just weird I guess?
So yeah, weird kink stuff under the cut because I guess it’s just that kind of night. 8T (And Turbutt’s still my muse, as I’ve found out.)
The Kitten Named Gaf (1976, Soviet Union)
i want dat meatball
Kinda surprised to see here one of the cutest animated cartoon of USSR… Gav the Kitten was probably the cutest kitten of Russian animation.
Looks like Sochi got the last laugh about the opening ceremony’s Olympic ring malfunction.
My second favorite Zelda game thus far~ with the game I played right after this I kept thinking I could get into all the little spaces in the background… It was a confusing time in my life
Just a small visit from my friend, Nadya (aka Smeshinka). A good reason to make and upload some photos I guess.